Saturday, December 16, 2006
In sianzation mood since ytd till today. =/ zzz... dunno y.. and dun care??? but i felt just real sian.. and confused?? yah. Confuse with different probs. confuse here confuse there. blah. what to do. Life's just like this?? I hate it when it's like this. but i just cant run away? coz it kept coming to me?? hope I really find the light to everything and that the answer will be out soon.
Don't know what to do.. Don't know why it happen.. Don't know how to get over it.. Don't know.. I just don't know!
Blah.. and I keep making empty promises?? I hate it myself too.. I'm da "wait la... later i do it" girl in the family.. but it will, and of coz, never happen. My dad was really pissed off today with me. and my mood got even worst. An even "sian-er" mood. but all along I knew it was my fault. I really hate the naggings.. but it all started becoz of me? i think.. well.. I still make thousands (or even already millions) of empty promises... And i apologize to everyone for it. I don't even know if i'm gonna change this attitude after i blog this. =/ well... let's see for then..
yea.. and after the pissing off from pop in the car, we reached jackson rd, where i knew we gonna eat real huge crabs? which is like my favourite? and i really... again.. DON'T KNOW.. how to change my "even sian-er" mood to a happy one?? you just cant expect me from a sulky, black face girl turned into a bubbly, cheerful daughter in just one split sec? it's like wad the... =.=?? I just don't know how to react can.. I felt like someone's playing a fool with me la. but anyway, i slowly got over it.. and we tried their new veggie i think.. wasabi veg! nice.. cold veg dip with wasabi. cool.
but anyway. I'm still confused at the end of the day. So like wat the heck.
PHY.L signing off at this time ---> 10:01 AM
