Don't know what to do.. Don't know why it happen.. Don't know how to get over it.. Don't know.. I just don't know!
Blah.. and I keep making empty promises?? I hate it myself too.. I'm da "wait la... later i do it" girl in the family.. but it will, and of coz, never happen. My dad was really pissed off today with me. and my mood got even worst. An even "sian-er" mood. but all along I knew it was my fault. I really hate the naggings.. but it all started becoz of me? i think.. well.. I still make thousands (or even already millions) of empty promises... And i apologize to everyone for it. I don't even know if i'm gonna change this attitude after i blog this. =/ well... let's see for then..
yea.. and after the pissing off from pop in the car, we reached jackson rd, where i knew we gonna eat real huge crabs? which is like my favourite? and i really... again.. DON'T KNOW.. how to change my "even sian-er" mood to a happy one?? you just cant expect me from a sulky, black face girl turned into a bubbly, cheerful daughter in just one split sec? it's like wad the... =.=?? I just don't know how to react can.. I felt like someone's playing a fool with me la. but anyway, i slowly got over it.. and we tried their new veggie i think.. wasabi veg! nice.. cold veg dip with wasabi. cool.
but anyway. I'm still confused at the end of the day. So like wat the heck.
PHY.L signing off at this time ---> 10:01 AM
after a few days of work, i just couldnt take it.. sort..pack..sort.. pack.. that's what i do everyday.. x] got a few cuts here and there.. fingernails broke.. =/ and orh che(blue-black) xD
but nvm..
ytd after work, went meet reb, yeesin, weiwen and jinghan to catch "The Holidays"! Kinda funny.. lolx... gotta catch it.. it's like you just can't cry even when you broke up with your bf? and the bf said:"You don't even cry when we broke!" lolx? then half way on the comp, Cameron Diaz just pratically forced herself to cry! omg? but failed. =.=
yea yea.. tat's all for today?
PHY.L signing off at this time ---> 6:57 AM
everyone in my house so busy, except me.. sit infront of comp shake leg.. blogging.. xD we like just moved in liddat. coz today air con man come and change air con mah.. so need to shift alot of things.. yea.. so more so dusty.. neva help xD woops! lolx.. later ba.
MIDNIGHT: Jie gonna fly to europe liao and meet her bf. 2 weeks.. good hor. x] take away this year and next year leaves liao. =/ pro kia.
THIS AFTERNOON: went holland.v to meet weichang boss for the coming event at HSBC. omg.. the company located in a terrace la. so comfy.. x] so rich summore..
JUST NOW, AT NIGHT: Dinner with jie and parents! went bedok north restaurant and eat before she fly. =] k la, not so bad.. lol
haiz.. why must everything turned out to be this way? just becoz of 1 super duper minor tiny winy thing then lead to disharmony and misunderstanding here. why must there be so much suspection and misunderstanding? am i the only one who can patch all this up??? I hope I'll find the light to get out of all this.
PHY.L signing off at this time ---> 6:11 AM
alright.. ytd, went racking at pasir ris park with E.C ic for the coming FD outing.. ride here ride there.. omg, then after everything.. sunburn... xD but not so bad la.. later.. went walk walk a lil' at White Sands with stacey and shir.. was looking for e fabric spray for susan's present...
i tot still 3 plus until yeesin called. AhH!! 4.30 liao!!! LATE!!!!!! rushed to yeesin house.. then caught in a huge shower in the midst.=.= kns..... all drenched. but nvm, need hurry before we meet susan. omg.. we meeting her at 5.30 la.. we drag and drag coz we still havent make finish x] it was a cushion, then sprayed "Susan" and "thank you" on it. =] thou there's mistakes on it, we manage to touch up a lil' hehex... Susan helped us alot for O's. so gonna give her a gift of appreciation =] THanks again!
Took a cab to rush down to meet Susan. then 4 of us go Seoul Garden eat abd eat and eat. =] love the prawns and coffee chicken! nice nice!! We chatted alot.. lolx... and she gave us smth too! Look!
yea.. that's all bout today and yesterday. =]
PHY.L signing off at this time ---> 7:58 AM
omg to day sleep until quite late.. woke up at 1 plus... and i didnt went for my skit practice.. supposedly meet zhen wei and rest at tsc 9 am.. x] then in the end neva.. sorry!!!
so went to meet reb, weiwen, and yee sin to discuss susan present and chant. budden, i was late again. xD shoot.... so we went bedok int to look for presents.. lolx.. damn hard to choose prezzie for susan man.. haiz..lol..
Coz the isetan woman called me saying that stocks for fbt shorts came in le, so wanted to go buy quickly at tampines.. then called mongyie come tag along with me... hahax.... then later go shop shop for awhile... wahahax... she bought a purple hat plus a spec... me bought 2 FBT plus a "hat"??? lolx.... sEe see See!
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omg.. after shopping, i didnt know it was 9 liao... i tot still 7?? zhengjie called... lolx... coz at night got bbq downstair my house.. xD he ask where am i .. oh no.. still at tampines.. lolx.. then rush home to meet em lo. =]
HAPPY HOLIDAYS!
PHY.L signing off at this time ---> 7:30 AM
got to know melvin kor kor and uncle poh. hahax.. guided us throughout.. then cheery keep banging her leg =.= lol.. accident kia.. hahax.. actually i also la.. xD
we laugh till our way home la! stomach cramp liao.. wahahax...
so tired... yawns!!!
woots!! uncle poh was doing the chingay prep. so cute!! Soka's gonna be the finale! whee... so cool..
anyway.. i very tired liao. xD dun wanna continue..
bye bye! tmrl going hq at 8.30 for morning gongyo first. hope i can wake up!! x]
PHY.L signing off at this time ---> 4:41 AM
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(and blah blah blah...)
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ard how much ah?
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she keep dc..=.=
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PHY.L signing off at this time ---> 7:56 AM
hahax.
today woke up at 2pm.. no need sleep tonight liao. lol.
then watch tv, use comp.
later met mongyie, sijin and jia hui go tampines ikea explore...
i love the sofas, bed and everything la! so comfy... ^^,
oh then, later met stacey and the ics to discuss bout the dec outing.. gonna be at pasir ris park. xD woots!
yea... hey, ive dreamt that ive got 7 for my L1R5!!!! KNS!!!! I wish that will come true can! hehex... pray pray pray!!!
SHiit, and i promise kor to learn FlasH in 2 weeks time. Gonna be 1 week liao.. aHh.... HAvent even learn yet. x] i wanna help him with his company's website design... Gawd... He ask me quote $400.. xD $400!!!!!!!! i wanna that money!!! Or shuld i quote $500? xD Greedy.... hehex... nvm.. $400... first timmer...
I've just read finish "Tuesdays with Morrie" few days ago.. It's damn nice and touching can? If Phyllicia say nice means it's nice... xD coz she's a person who rarely read books. lol.. so read k? It's damn encouraging too...
signing off!
PHY.L signing off at this time ---> 7:21 AM